Perhaps
you have felt it too. New years have always held inordinate amounts
of promise for me. Waking up on the first morning of the year is like
turning to the first page in a new notebook; it is a clean slate
ready for writing; ready for stories and lessons and wonder.
I
honest-to-goodness rode on the back of a motorbike for the first time
in my life that day. I took a swim in the wonderfully weedy and muddy
dam at the bottom of friends' property. And I sailed around two
different lakes in the same day. I cannot explain what helium rises
to my lungs when I remember it. It is an amazing, twirling confusion
of weightlessness and evernescent breath that empowers beyond the
limits of imagination-- that harnesses the soul in all the adventure
it has experienced and pushes it to more greatness. I want this year
to be lived that way with every step. I want a life that thrives off
this: the deep loving of others and the harsh fervor for contagious
adventure. I want to pull people along on expeditions to the unknown
and laugh at the time to come as I boldly walk into the
can't-see-beyond-my-nose fog of the next year. This year must be full
of exciting change and exploration. It must shake me up in the best
ways. It shall. I will not let this year be anything other than that
which will glorify God in the ways that he has for me. I will take
joy in beauty and sorrow alike. I will love the unloveable. I will
wear beautiful dresses. I will be seventeen. I will love the One that
created me, and I will love the life he gave me in all of its
imperfection.
Perhaps
it is not a simple coincidence that the completion of our journey
around the Sun is called a revolution? Go on out and change the
world, one glorious moment at a time.
3 comments:
Fortes fortuna iuvat
Beautiful. Oh... gosh.. my, it's so amazing! Best thing I've read all week!
Cassie xoxoxo
I'm refreshed Ginny!
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